today was quite uneventful. my alarm went off and i ignored it, preferring my dog's warm smelly body over getting up and going to work. getting up was so hard today. not sure why. maybe it's because my dog keeps waking me up in the middle of the night asking me to take her out on walks.... she averages about.... 4:30 every morning. i guess there is a large funeral taking place somewhere in skokie. a family called and ordered several large, pricey arrangements... a little while later, a few ladies walked into the store and asked what they could get with $25 for a funeral. people are so capable of purchasing attention and being noticed... and other people expect so much from so little. people in general are so confusing.... tomorrow, we celebrate the birthday of an 89 year old lady. last week we celebrated the birthday of a 90 year old man. today, we celebrated the birthday of a 3 year old girl. today, we celebrated the birth of a baby girl. today, we celebrated the completion of many people's lives. i watched a funny movie last night called seeing other people. watch it. relationships are so hard to maintain and keep up. but i guess in the end, things work out the way they're supposed to. or at least that's what the movie taught me. haha. my dad walked into my room while i was sitting on the floor wearing my bathrobe over my pj's. he had to tell me something but this look of utter shock came over his face and he asked me what i was doing. i told him i was watching a movie. he walked out of my room. then, i sat there wondering what the hell i was going to do with myself.... and then i felt really lonely. but that was last night. i wonder what tonight will be like. | 
